The One Who Is Forgotten By All

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Weeee after spending a whole day figuring out the Html codings (ok l'm lousy at html ok? =\) finally i got this skin up and running phew almost plugged out all my hair while trying to figure out how to do it =\ It kinda suits my personality bahz this theme keke black and black. l'm still wondering shld i remove the Tagboard as not many ppl might be using it bahz well , lets see for a few days , today's been quite a fun day for me though~ i woke up 11 in da morning becoz Sarah wanted me to wake her up ard 10.30am , to go for job hunting and interviews~ but she eventually slept till 4 pm =\ as usual ~ keke xD things have been normal for me these few days , l'm happy abt it and l'm not gonna take it for granted though. I do have 1 more wish~ in my heart tat is , to find a job and stable down my life ~ been damm happy in channel #Fantaxy , they're a nice bunch of ppl but with lots of lov/bgr problems , i understand though ~ who doesnt have problems rite? Izt jus how we handle the situation i guess~ more or less i like this bunch of Djs , even though our age limit is ard 2 yrs +/- but age doesnt matter as long as we click =P , all this typing makes me sleepy ~ guess l'll go to dreamland le~~~~ Oyasumi to myself =D

-Sense of achivement for myself kekeke xD-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Tuesday, February 28, 2006

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Sunday, February 26, 2006

Been quite an interesting day for me , went to a BBQ at Marina South with a grp of online Djs from channel #Fantaxy @ Galaxynet. It was enjoyable lol~ lame talks and suan xiaos (laming each other) but the food kinda sucked though~ even though there were a lot of varieties =\ we went for a game of pool as well and called it a day~ tats wad i though but a friend of mine Aaron rang me up and asked me to help him with his newely affixed cpu , after which i gradually get to knoe tat he had moved over to Toa Payoh. WOOO , another fren who lives nearby =P SUpper Kai Ki kakakaa ~ we talked a lot abt back e days while we were working at @corner hehe those were the days~ =D after he left i contiuned with a few games of Dota while listening to Fantaxy Radion ~ a Online radio network streaming using shoutcast and PoPcast(i tink) which actually brings me back to the thinking - i wanted to try being a DJ though always nv had e chance ~ =\ come to think of it , i never had much of chances with anything in my life though xD. Finally i chatted with 'someone' on msn abt the Tammy issue which has been FLOODING the media worldwide , i guess i better not comment anything abt tat issue , don wanan get myself into any law suits xD , guess l'll go orh~ orh~ le hope i can wake up and see something new bahz......

- Mood fairly good but down with flu =\ -

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Sunday, February 26, 2006

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Friday, February 24, 2006

Havent been updating my blog recently keke too lazy to do it sometimes but yea~ here i am again , in front of my com typing and typing and typing and typing xD , went for a job hunting yesterday and zzzzzzz didnt get a job ~ am i so unlucky? Or am i so ..... haix , but anyways izt fun having 2 coms at home ~ but izt kinda boring for 1 person to control 2 coms ~_~ how i wish i had a companion or something , at least i wont be THAT bored ~_~. Raymond asked me to go for a 5v5 dota match with his cousin's (Karl) frens today~ i wanted to go ~ but my pocket doesnt really allow me i suppose manzzz ~ been auctioning my Sega Saturn on HWZ and my spoiled LCD monitor *wonder who wans it* hope i can get some cash ~ recently heard a Good news manz =D in March we'll be getting ERS again , YEA ERS! WoooWOO but this time rd it isn't called ERS , izt called something else which i can't even figure out what that means lol , e amt we're getting is supposed to be 800 Sgd , well i donno whether e news is reliable or not but so far l'm still waiting for further notices frm e media =D Yea~ at last something to brighten my life Kakaka. L'm supposed to go down to a interview ard Tanjiong Pagar today with a fren of mine~ but well... she didnt really had a gd sleep yesterday , and her mood was like (.....) so izt better for her to rest today manz ~ jobs can be hunted some other day~ hope she's having a better mood today =D . Now ~ the final and most impt question~ shld i or shld i not go to e LAN match today ???? *scratches head*........

-Thinking hard and scratching head-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Friday, February 24, 2006

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Phew~ after a whole day of hard work of carrying the old table and cleaning up my room and vacuming my room~ Ta ta!!! my 2 coms are now side by side =D kekeke , i have e sudden gush of weird happiness lolx. Installed a few programs on my new 'mate' (Wc3 , Daemon tools , Wc3 bot keke and a few media codecs) and recently l'm back to WoW playing (World Of WarCraft) private svrs though keke not e offical 1 i aint tat rich xD if any of u guys/gers interested drop me a msg yea =P l'll tell u more abt the details. Man am i beat , but i do feel contented though or rather a sense of achivement that i can actually move a freaking large table out and move a feaking computer table into my room ~ though i still need to touchup on my room layouts but hehe~ tat can wait xD rite now i jus wanna enjoy my moments with my beloved 'Wife' (My 1st cpu) and my new babe~ the latest addition to my family =D. Sarah asked me to go job hunting with her tml~ and i aint left with much cash in my pocket~ zzzz save me someone~ zzzzzzz , Anyway l'll take a small nap and wait for a 10 or 50 dollar note to be popped into my wallet (fat hope! =\) , so until den~ *Snores and peeps* -Tired but filled with sense of achivement-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Tuesday, February 21, 2006

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Monday, February 20, 2006

*Ah Chu* yea .. i'm down with flu~ manz but tat didnt stop me frm being happy abt my new com that came though xD , keke this little Monster here isnt really tat gd compared to my older p4 3.0GHz Cpu. Jus unpacked her frm her packaging yesterday while helping out with Raymond's uncle com. He kept complaining the mobo's dead , Vga card haywired etc , but when they came to my place and fix up everything for testing , all when well (?) no idea oso but anyway at least the problem is solved =P . Raymond's Cousin , Karl , didnt wanted to leave though lol~ as he was too engrossed in playing Wc3 - Defend of the Ancients (Dota for short) and he kept insisting installing a copy of Wc3 n Tft into his Computer since izt at my home now lol~ but time doesnt allow him to do so~ sry Karl xD as His mom kept asking Raymonf to send him back home due to e fact he has school e very next day hahaz. Now comes e prob with the placing of my com , sheeze , izt beside me now yes but i can't move a whole load of stuff + 1 table alone... asked Raymong for help~ didnt really think he would rem though..... zzzzzzzzzz been wanting to contact back 1 of my IT expert fren but seems he's much more busy den me (well come to think of it , I AM doing nth now lol) hope he contacts me back soon kekeke lots to catch up with him~ guess i better start packing my table and make space for my new 'family' xD , so.... Laterz

-Down with flu but happy with the arrvial of new com-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Monday, February 20, 2006

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Friday, February 17, 2006

Yesss~ my new com's coming tml wootz ~ xD been out these few days so kinda not free to update my blog ~ been out on job hunting but sheeze ended up in enjoying myself again haha. L'm really too slacked off i tink , but at least my mood these few days has been quite ok , at least no more swings frm now on. Only theres someting tats troubling me though~ something which has to do with decisions , ..... sometimes izt kinda hard being alive ~ u'll jus suffer and suffer and suffer , well at least for me =\ l'm trying to be myself and know myself but my life is jus filled up with roads being blocked in front of me ~ sheeze when can i really have peace lol~. Enuff of those stupid stuff , back to my com topic =D tml's kinda a big day for me YEA! another com . side by side kekeke now i can ask some of my frens over for a sorta 'lan' gaming gathering kakakaka can't wait till tml , but until den xD -Happy ^^-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Friday, February 17, 2006

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Monday, February 13, 2006

Jus came back frm a chilling out session with Sarah and Ranseur ~ well not really much of chill but e atmosphere was like quite dull. Mayb Sarah's on her mood swing i guess , but nontheless she didnt really show any signs of it , which is gd keke. my new com is Coming!!!! Yea! The one i got free from starhub , finally after like erm.. 1 mth of waiting? =\ man they are slow , but still l'm happy ~ 1 more new 'toy' to play with kekeke , now l'm having headache where shld i place my new com sia ~ beside me? In da living room? Zzzzz i donno , if i place beside me , my power sockets are kinda cramped up already , but if izt in da living room , kinda beats e purpose of having 2 coms yea? =\ arghhhhz someone teach me/give me a solution zzzz but i am looking forward to it though , keke coz now if my frens come over to stay we're be able to game together =P at least tats something i am contented with =p. Sheeze l'm bored , tml's Valentine's Day , and l'm SINGLE!!! zzzzz Goddness of love , have u forsaken thou? At least let me have a date or something , zzzz seeing couples makes me envious and jealous sometimes zzzzz haizzzzz.............

-Happy abt my new com , sad abt V.Day-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Monday, February 13, 2006

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Sunday, February 12, 2006

Zzzz jus lost been owned in a game of Anime fight in Wc3 zzz feels like hell kinda shitty now ~ dammz donno y i can jus mood swing becoz of a game ~ i gotta change this attiude or else l'll be back e same me again =\ zzzz went to the mind cafe today @ parklane beside Headquarters , with Raymond , Nigel , law bah , Eve , eleen and her 2 frens. QUite fun though .... Arghhhz l'm feeling damm funny now , Hungry ~ angry ~ mood is swining ~ wtf manz. Izt like l'm going mad and insane , guess my PMS is here again~ God if u can hear me , HEAL me zzzz >.< at this pt of my life , i feel confused and funny , i donno wad to do i can't understand myself. Was i deciving myself frm e past or am i jus being myself now? Damm i feel terrible zzzz It doesnt feel like i'm pissed , not a 100% mood swing either ~ wads happening to me arghhhzzz , i really can't be alone i guess l'll lose it. Bored? not, Tired? Not. arghhhzzzz , guess l'll jus carry on with my game/watch an anime later , can't get myself to sleep even zzz l'm really losing it............

-Confused/PMS/mood swing-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Sunday, February 12, 2006

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Saturday, February 11, 2006

Manz i missed 1 day of posting zzzzz , but guess no harm skipping a day or two xD today's been quite a fun day for me. Geri introduced a job to me and asked me down to vistma Atria for an interview , but i was taken aback that it was e M industry lol , the 1 tat sells Mickey Mouse clothings (mostly for gers , well there are guys but ... u knoe ~) didnt get e job though after the interview ~ but wad i was happy abt was i got the feeling back jus like b4 CNY ~ , she was quite like i donno ~ busy so didnt really got the chance to pick up my calls and such which brought me to paranoid thinkings. Be it up to how creative u(reader) wanna be coz somethings are meant to be untold =D nontheless l'm still kinda happy today~ met up my fren by chance at Star Factory @ Plaza Sing , and was even dragged for an interview~ but zzzzzz the pay's kinda low though so... mayb l'll consider abt it xD Nigel's supposed to pick my PS2 memory card today ~ due to e fact he's playing w/o 1 right now and that PS2 happened to be mine lol~ ahh he'll pick it up soon enuff~ had a talk or 2 with Raymond over the phone , but due to i was engaged in a conversation with Geri , i said l'll call him back in 10 mins. Ended up he was talking to law bah(lawrance) while i called back , told me he'll call me back after thier conversation but guess he's off to wonderland sleeping (hope he gets stuck with alice on tat side =D). This seems to be the longest posts l've made so far lol guess l'm in a good mood maybe =D hehe well tats about all i think , time for bleach ~ =D -Happy and Contented-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Saturday, February 11, 2006

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Thursday, February 09, 2006

Jus finish Bleach ep 25 , got the whole series.. well at least till e latest now frm a fren of mine ~ can't really sleep or shld i say i have no mood to sleep ~ life's been boring for me , too boring. Why can't something out of the oridnary jus happen to me zzzzz my flu's been with me for like 2 days when will it jus go away >.< l'm bored ~ really really bored , seeing everyone going to sch reminds me of my sch days lol , but now , here i am in front of my monitor holding my cigg typing a blog. Sheeze how time fly past by , it jus seems like yesterday i jus finished my 2nd grade ~ been having dreams abt my sec sch days and frens whom l've lost contacted with for a long long time ~ am i getting tired of life? of coz i have no intend to end it , but still i'm bored , mayb coz l'm alone now at home no one to talk to and spout nonsense to lol~ bored manz ~ PURE bored~......... l'm getting sleepy hehe guess tats a good sign at least l'll have something to keep me 'occuiped' in dreamland..... well until next post den.... *snores~* -Bored and tired-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Thursday, February 09, 2006

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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Hehe been worried for nth =P my fren finally contacted me back , she said she was sick and fell asleep after taking med , but hmmm... can someone really sleep for 2 days straight??? funny~ but still l'm having a sign of relief due to e fact she's all right kekeke thank goodness nth happened to her =P jus a suddenly urge of posting into my blog =PpPpp mayb l'll update later coz right now can't tink of anything sensible to post kakakka =O -Relief-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Wednesday, February 08, 2006

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Ever since last 2 days ago i was supposed to meet up with a fren of mine , ended up she mia till now.... wonder wad happened to her , kinda worried , she jus disappeared w/o a trace , worse yet , w/o anyone knowing (mayb izt jus me i guess) but nontheless , izt been a boring day for me , play dota (defend of the ancients) with my fren alvin and james and his gf vel. Still jobless at the moment keke wonder when i will slack until -_-" i suddenly felt tat blogs are so well meant to be dairy yes but it can be used as a vexing machine one way or another lol~ l'm nuts sometimes i see myself =X life for me has been normal ~ too normal , nth fantastic happened =\ how i wish something like i suddenly found out i was a clone or something haha~ tat would kinda make my life more interesting =D crazy thinkings but still izt still a thinking after all *haiz* izt time for bed again.... wonder wad would happene if i were nv to wake up frm my sleep LOL =D

-worried abt her-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Wednesday, February 08, 2006

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

1st post is always e most longest and most funniest , initailly i didnt knoe wad to start with but after a few thoughs , i guess l'll jus shoot wadever i wanna shoot =D jus came back from a LAN shop called irc Gamester @ penisula plaza , went with alvin (ah huat) and James (an online fren of mine) and had tons of fun with Warcraft 3 lol. Played a 3v3 game with a few kids there and find tat they're kinda must win attuide , so in the end we just quitted the game and carried on with our own =PpP kinda lame huh? but come to think of it , we don have to treat such ppl with normal manners =D manz i am shaq out , guess l'm really slacking too much though , time to find myself a job and start cracking up my stress loads again =\ sheeze guess tats life. CNY's kinda over now , 2006 resume anyone? blah my wish for this yr .... Hmmm l'll think abt it and post again =X for now , guess izt time to rest and go for my R I P kekekekke ciaoz~ -Dead tired-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Tuesday, February 07, 2006

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