The One Who Is Forgotten By All

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Zzzz jus lost been owned in a game of Anime fight in Wc3 zzz feels like hell kinda shitty now ~ dammz donno y i can jus mood swing becoz of a game ~ i gotta change this attiude or else l'll be back e same me again =\ zzzz went to the mind cafe today @ parklane beside Headquarters , with Raymond , Nigel , law bah , Eve , eleen and her 2 frens. QUite fun though .... Arghhhz l'm feeling damm funny now , Hungry ~ angry ~ mood is swining ~ wtf manz. Izt like l'm going mad and insane , guess my PMS is here again~ God if u can hear me , HEAL me zzzz >.< at this pt of my life , i feel confused and funny , i donno wad to do i can't understand myself. Was i deciving myself frm e past or am i jus being myself now? Damm i feel terrible zzzz It doesnt feel like i'm pissed , not a 100% mood swing either ~ wads happening to me arghhhzzz , i really can't be alone i guess l'll lose it. Bored? not, Tired? Not. arghhhzzzz , guess l'll jus carry on with my game/watch an anime later , can't get myself to sleep even zzz l'm really losing it............

-Confused/PMS/mood swing-

Jason [ゼイサン] Zeisan was alone Sunday, February 12, 2006

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